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Then go to school on the side bar.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Twinkie
Still no Twink. I know there will be much harder losses in all our lives but that doesn't make anything feel less uncomfortable. Our routines are out of whack - even the routines we didn't know we had... And all these little mannerisms we've acquired over the years - like keeping the laundry room door closed, topping off her water, not leaving food unattended, etc... At what point do we stop thinking about those things? Does the routine eventually dull until we actually need to remember it again? This morning I gave Buster the rest of Twinkie's open can of cat food.
I got Twinkie first semester of my freshman year at KU in the fall of '89. She was so small I could completely hide her between my two cupped hands. I have no idea why I decided to call her "Twinkie" - she was ginger colored, not yellow. Maybe it was a thinly veiled rebellion from my mother's health food fanaticism.
Together Twinkie and I moved 7 different times, and went through graduations, weddings, babies, funerals, surgeries and sicknesses, sunshine and snow fall, all the life that happened in between.
She'd lost quite a bit of her peripheral vision & was deaf - she'd spook if she didn't see you come up next to her. And, she was intimidated by the chickens. None the less, she was robust, and made a daily habit of climbing onto the kitchen table and jumping across 4 feet to the counter just to snoop around. If she was feeling especially evil she'd pee on clean laundry - otherwise she's just pee on whatever'd been left on the bathroom floor. (Once upon a time she'd had the courtesy to pee in the bathtub but last winter the bathtub was occupied by a large painted turtle.)
Except in the heat of the summer, Twinkie snuggled under my covers and put her head next to mine on the pillow every single night. This is what I miss the most. She snuggled me when I was sick and I snuggled her when she was sick. She watched over my girls when they were sick and would check on them throughout the night. She even used to snuggle up against them when they were just my baby bumps. This winter it'll be hard to fall asleep without her stretched out next to me.
However, in the last few weeks, she'd taken to following me everywhere and and had gotten to be pretty much relentless about trying to be on me somehow. She'd climb my leg and still on my shoulder. She'd even jump into the bathroom sink when I'd brushed my teeth. If I laid down, she'd start pulling on my hair. If I closed her out of the bedroom, she'd fuss. If I fed her, she'd fuss. But, she'd settle down if I was alone with her during the day so I kind of wrote her behavior off as acute senility.
A few months ago she started having these odd dizzy spells every now & then. She'd try to stand up but instead end up turning in circles, yowling. I was seeing these seizures about once a week but then I realized she was having them more like every day. I did a bunch of online reading and came to the conclusion that these were such nebulous symptoms that effectively treating them would require a lot of testing that may or may not actually resolve what were seeming more and more like signs of being a ancient cat.
In the back of my mind I figured she wouldn't make it through another winter. I'd hear her scrambling to stand and I'd rush to soothe her, afraid she would get so panick'd I wouldn't be able to hold her.
So here I am - I've decided that I'm not going to have my cat put down- she's not in pain, she's just daft. I'm going to deal with death as part of natural life, and somehow this is a rite of passage - a passing of the torch. So on and so forth and then.... silence. Twinkie's gone. Nowhere to be found.
ARRRGGGGHHHH! I don't even know what happened - only what I imagine. I didn't get to be there when she died, to soothe her, and to hold her.
Mackie wants to bury an empty box if we don't find Twinkie soon. Maybe.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
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check out bratz fish . go to willow links then to bratz fish. to play!
~ this is 3 fishes family trees after some generations!
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~ this is 3 fishes family trees after some generations!
~willowtab
Monday, June 16, 2008
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Monday, June 2, 2008
Giant Leopard Moth
A few weeks back I found a large black woolly caterpillar walking along the edge of the sidewalk near my office. I picked it up and it coiled into a circle and exposed bright red bands that had been hidden between rings of black bristles. Pretty impressive! I showed it to my daughters but none of us knew what it was.
Fresh out of field containers, I scavenged a paper cup with a wad of napkins for a temporary home. It worked long enough to get us home and inside but somewhere between the kitchen and the family room we set the cup down long enough to lose track of this black beauty. Open screen-less windows and backdoor make it pretty easy for quasi-pets to escape so after a cursory search I presumed she was settling into a cocoon in and amongst the great outdoors.
This morning there was a nasty storm - the kind of wind & rain that makes weathermen break into regular programming to give us the blow by blow. Our regularly sun-filled family room was dim with stormy purple-green light. The kids were camped out in the bathroom with our dog, Buster. He'd taken refuge in the shower, refusing to be coaxed out for even with warm-from-the-oven-sugar-cookies.
Anxious and grabbing up odds and ends on the off chance we decided to head to the spacious safety of our crawl space, I weighed my shoe options. My rubber boots were by the back door in the darkened family room. Something bright caught my eye. Suddenly it registered that there was a large bright white moth on the back of one of my black rubber boots. Storm-be-damned I got a jar, hastily stuffed in some climbing sticks, and gently nudged the impressive moth into the make shift habitat.
It was 3 or 4 inches long with white fuzzy antenna and black circles & shapes on it's robust iridescent white wings, thorax, & head. There were watery yellow-green droplets on either side of it's head. None of the Willow folks had ever seen anything like it. There was nothing like it in our guide to the butterflies & moths of North America. While it rained and hailed, we focused on finding the name of this pretty guest.
I scrolled through several Google screens of white moths with black circles. Some of them were close. Some of them weren't even moths. Finally between the field guide and online info, I narrowed it down to a Giant Leopard Moth. The description of their black and red caterpillars brought back a recollection of our long lost black beauty.
Giant Leopard Moths
Clear sky was on the horizon just as we solved 3 mysteries - what was the caterpillar, where did it go, and what kind of moth was this. Ready for some puddle jumping, we pulled on our rubber boots and we Willows headed out to straighten our wind-blown yard.
-Willow Mom
Fresh out of field containers, I scavenged a paper cup with a wad of napkins for a temporary home. It worked long enough to get us home and inside but somewhere between the kitchen and the family room we set the cup down long enough to lose track of this black beauty. Open screen-less windows and backdoor make it pretty easy for quasi-pets to escape so after a cursory search I presumed she was settling into a cocoon in and amongst the great outdoors.
This morning there was a nasty storm - the kind of wind & rain that makes weathermen break into regular programming to give us the blow by blow. Our regularly sun-filled family room was dim with stormy purple-green light. The kids were camped out in the bathroom with our dog, Buster. He'd taken refuge in the shower, refusing to be coaxed out for even with warm-from-the-oven-sugar-cookies.
Anxious and grabbing up odds and ends on the off chance we decided to head to the spacious safety of our crawl space, I weighed my shoe options. My rubber boots were by the back door in the darkened family room. Something bright caught my eye. Suddenly it registered that there was a large bright white moth on the back of one of my black rubber boots. Storm-be-damned I got a jar, hastily stuffed in some climbing sticks, and gently nudged the impressive moth into the make shift habitat.
It was 3 or 4 inches long with white fuzzy antenna and black circles & shapes on it's robust iridescent white wings, thorax, & head. There were watery yellow-green droplets on either side of it's head. None of the Willow folks had ever seen anything like it. There was nothing like it in our guide to the butterflies & moths of North America. While it rained and hailed, we focused on finding the name of this pretty guest.
I scrolled through several Google screens of white moths with black circles. Some of them were close. Some of them weren't even moths. Finally between the field guide and online info, I narrowed it down to a Giant Leopard Moth. The description of their black and red caterpillars brought back a recollection of our long lost black beauty.
Giant Leopard Moths
Clear sky was on the horizon just as we solved 3 mysteries - what was the caterpillar, where did it go, and what kind of moth was this. Ready for some puddle jumping, we pulled on our rubber boots and we Willows headed out to straighten our wind-blown yard.
-Willow Mom
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
Non-Linear Thinkers
excerpt from the poster written by Bob Seay, the excellent and funny web guide at the About.com ADD site!
Entertain your friends with witty one-liners and sharp come backs. ; Insomnia makes for more time to stay up and surf the net! ; The drive of Hyper-focus ; Sparkling personality; Drop names like Edison, Einstein, Walt Disney and Beethoven in conversations ; Can see all of your wordly possessions at one time.. because they are all over the floor ; ENTHUSIASTIC; innovative; A strong sense of what isFAIR ; Willing to take a Risk; Alert ; Eager ; creative ; provides original ideas ; or isn't afraid to steal them. ; Make far reaching analogies that no one else understands. Write them off as "Deep Thoughts" ; Theoretical ; Abstract Thinkers; Spontaneous ; Always Hopeful ; Keeps meetings lively; The Mind of a Pentium - with only 2Mgs of RAM ; Aesthetically oriented ; Pleasantly and constantly surprised by finding clothing you had forgotten about. ; Able to tie seemingly unrelated ideas together; Funny; Able to see The Big Picture while others stumble around in the dark.; Independent ; Demands to know WHY?; Last of the ROMANTICS ; Has a wide variety of interests ; Good conversationalist; Qualify for bulk rate mail on tax returns because you have at least 24 W-2's attached.; At IQs of 160 and above, virtually all people have ADD symptoms; An innately better understanding of intuitive technologies such as computers ; In class popularity contests, always voted "Most Entertaining"; "Most Energetic"; Great Improvisors; Able to leap tall buildings in a single bound (did you actually read that?) ; Honestly believes that anything is possible ; Great at Extemporaneous Speaking ; Quickly assimilates new information; Usually a little smarter than the average bear ; Willing to "step out in faith" ; Rarely satisfied with the status quo ; Empathetic; Can easily replace missing childhood photos with panels from "Calvin & Hobbes" ; Pleasantly and constantly surprised by finding money you had forgotten about.; Blows up, but then usually recovers quickly ; An unstoppable dynamo of human energy; Doesn't know when to quit; Intuitive ; Compassionate ; Persistant ; Spunky; Hidden TALENT; Closely attuned to the moods of those around them ; ADD is especially common among artists, musicians, and other creative people ; Can always be depended upon to provide a different perspective ; Visionary; An Individualist; Many successful entrepreneurs exhibit ADD behaviors; Provides job security for writers of Spell Check programs ; Will fight for what they believe in ; Excellent motivators of others; Highly organized, punctual and generally responsible (OK, so I lied);
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